Having a tough day contemplating what has gone wrong the last 5 months and how it could of been avoided if i was just told 3 months ago i wouldnt be in the same boat as before and could be cruising along in life,but i just find being so close to someone where you can tell her everything going on and then get the door shut on a simple category in our life insstead of making me ponder what is going on for month after month and this past week being oyt of town and trying to soul search ive found friendship will last longer if i just shut my f ing mouth and thats what im gonna do swallow my pride and live on since i know my role now.
Sorry for the rant but i git nobody to talk to thats why ive chosem this platform im 4 years sober and clean and wont let this situation bother my soberity as ive actual gotten to talk to two other extraordinary people on here which is more then ive had in years so thank you everyone for listening and have a wonderful day ahead.
Glad you could empty this out !!! It helps to get things off of your chest and not hold it in. Proud you chose to vent it !!! You are strong!!!
Don't live in months past or even yesterday. They've come and gone. Let them go. Nothing could have been different so don't beat yourself up over it. As you change and grow. You will lose people. People won't understand. I lost my whole family because of this. I chose to feel all the feeling. Grieve the loss of my old self as well as those relationships lost and chose me! Soul searching and healing could be uncomfortable and overwhelming but necessary. You've already come out on top. You are doing everything right. Live in the moment. Live for today. You are stronger than you realize.
Agreed!
You’re sharing instead of shutting down. New connections can grow here. Give yourself time. The people meant to walk with you will show up, and you’ll recognize them. If it all possible, just try to stay in the moment. Find and recognize things that you truly are grateful for. I find that that often changes the mood. Keep going
The "what ifs,, couldas, and shouldas" will eat you
Thank you kindly,I truly appreciate your words
Thank you so much,I truly iam grateful for you all
I know that,and should be able to read it but I messed up and forgot what I'm here for