I'm struggling with my relationship and sobriety. Someone I thought cared about me keeps hurting me and I keep trying to seek his approval. I don't know when I'd stop caring more for him than I do myself. For the past year I've drank my life away and the relationship made me turn to alcohol for comfort. I'm only 4 days sober, but today we got into a fight and I been crying all day. I just want to drink my pain away.
