Hello everybody, im new here. I have 113 days sober today from fentanyl and crack. I previously accomplished 6 yrs of sobriety before my last relapse. But ive decided to take my recovery seriously this time around and i got myself a sponsor, and am starting to do the 12 steps! Iam beyond ready for a real change and while iam nervous and super scared, iam very ready for this new chapter and journey of my life!! Iam still very fresh and struggle daily with this whole actually feeling all of my real raw emotions and it sucks, but its all part of the process and ive been learning to actually reach out for help and talk about my struggles rather than try to hide them and "figure it out on my own" Anyways, just wanted to share a little bit! So happy for and beyond proud of everyone here! Keep up the amazing work everyone:pray:
Caroline... Welcome home. Congratulations on your 113 days. You know the drill. Just one day at a time. It may even come down to one second if not 30 seconds at a time. Just don't drink or use today. If you can lay your head on your pillow sober tonight then you conquered the day.
You're going to feel some real raw emotions. My suggestion is to run with it don't run from it.
I believe in you. You can do this. You've done it before and you can do it again.
We ARE here/hear for you.
Again CONGRATULATIONS and welcome home.
Truly amazing Im proud of your accomplishment that is alot of sweat & tears. Im glad you have a sponsor.
Hi Caroline,
Thank you for sharing. Congratulations on 113 days. Very proud of you. Happy to have you here with us on Loosid! Please feel free to DM me if you’d ever like to talk
Thank you so very much, it finally means something to me 
n im making a huge difference in not only my life but my daughters as well. Which is an amazing feeling.
I am so happy for you! And so so proud of you!