Hello everyone. For so long i was in active addicted to cocain. Started when i was 15 and am now 31. Last year on june 3rd i checked myself into rehab for the first time. I completed 30 days came home on july 3rd and did great for the first few weeks but by august 3rd i had got some bad coke and was found dead august 3rd from cocain laced with fent. I was given another shot at life. Every day i still struggle to keep moving ahead. I crave a bit from time to time but i have the will power to not act on my emotions and start using again, but the thought is still there. They say people places and things. Im still here in this bad place serounded by these people that dont realy care for me. Every day i struggle to stay clear of these people all.ost to the point of violence with some. Any advice on?
