Hello everyone! I'm just here for support and advice. Long time addict 10 years at least. I've tried just about everything but herion and meth are my drugs of choice. Currently I'm struggling I cannot get passed a day without using at least one drug. I'd say my life is completely unmanageabl. I am behind on all my bill's and my family is beginning to take notice of my frequent mood episodes. I'm diagnosed with bi polar depression and adhd. I'm at a point where I've become physically/mentally dependent. When I stop I dont feel like myself and I use just to feel comfortable in my own skin. Then I proceed to chase the high. Ultimately spending everything I have. It's a wheel of despair and loneliness i can no longer stand. I congratulate those of you that are maintaining a healthy sober life! This disease can be fatal. I admire those who are fighting for their lives one day at a time.
