Hello everyone its been a while since I've posted but to be honest I fell backwards with that being said I totally messed myself with demon ,CRACK, now I have to except that I'm a failure, I really don't want this in my life and my mental health issues are all over the place!
I keep to myself but I hope someone has a opinion for me..
Anyway I'm back on loosid but I absolutely need feedbacks
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Get to detox, rehab and some NA meetings and get a sponsor. I hope you bounce back. We here for you!!
You want others opinions of you? Well here mine..
You want help but are scared and want to do what you are comfortable with doing even though you know the outcome and where it takes you.i don't believe you are a failure.you haven't failed.when you fail you stop trying.i don't believe you have stopped trying to get sober.what you have learned by going back to your drug of choice is that you need a more of solid plan. try meetings, rehab or something different than what you were doing before because it wasn't enough for you and your needs. don't fear change if you are trying to escape your current reality.
You said you feel like you have to accept that you’re a failure, but I see a person who is still trying. If you were failing then you wouldn’t have posted on here. I don’t know where you’re at but find a detox center and check yourself in. Falling down only matters if we don’t pick ourselves up