Hello everyone,
My name is Casey, I am an alcoholic and one of the most serious drug addicts you've ever laid your eyes on. I'm also a Father to the most special little girl I've ever met. I'm alslo a son, a brother, a pretty decent musician and a complete lover of nature. I have a need to digest knowledge as much as I possibly can of all the things... physics, philosophy, history, anything science related really. I have come from a place in my life of not believing in anything other than what could be scientifically proven... then experiencing technical death where my heart ceased to beat for quite a long period of time. Having electric current be forced through my body to regain its natural rhythm... then still having to be put on a narcan drip for 12 hours to keep me from flat lining like I kept doing. This among countless other scary situations that I have been in that I shouldn't have made it out of have led me to have faith in something that I can't possibly understand or comprehend is at play.
With that said. I relapsed a few days ago and injected meth in my veins and I am looking to never experienc something like this ever again.
I know my purpose in life is to help as many people as I possibly can in life. I feel it in my bones and completely in my soul.
Thing is I have to help myself before I can do anything else for others the way I intend to moving forward.
I know none of you, but I love all of you.
Casey 