Hello. I’m new here. I am a binge drinker. Once

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Hello. I’m new here. I am a binge drinker. Once I start I don’t tend to stop until I’m black out drunk. I’ve been kidding myself for the past month or so by trying to prove to myself I can have a couple but next thing I know, I’m waking up in my bed not remembering the night. I did this with my child this past weekend and I think it may have had an impact on a long time friend I was with. I can’t do that anymore. I need to change my habit here but I’ve realized I can’t do it on my own. I joined here to get help and inspiration from others. Thank you

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#2

Hi Makenzie and welcome! I’m pretty new around here too and I have the same problem. I don’t know how to stop once I start drinking and it usually ends in chaos that I’m embarrassed about the next morning. This is the first step by seeking help and I’d say we’re on the right path by being here in the first place. I’m already viewing alcohol differently and it’s only been 6 days so there is hope! I’m here to support if you ever need someone to talk to.

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Thank you so much! Knowing there is support out there is a great feeling!

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#4

Welcome! The inability to say no is a text book alcoholic sign. I was the same, I didn’t want to get black out drunk, but I just couldn’t say no to the next shot, beer or glass of bourbon. Then it became an obsession for me, always thinking of the next time I could drink, then to avoid the embarrassment, I would isolate and drink by myself. We can change! It’s not easy but it is a definite blessing to not have to drink to numb myself to all emotions, obligations or just dealing with life. We got your back. Look into a program of some sort. There are several… try them all if you need to.

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You've found your people here.

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I went my adult life thinking that as long as I didn’t drink everyday than I couldn’t have an alcohol problem. I am learning now just how big my problem is and what it will take to fix it and put a lid on it. I want to inspire and be sober for myself, family and friends.

I relate to your story for the majority of my adult life. Thank you for sharing.

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Welcome this is a great app. Very supportive people and no judgement only encouragement. You have taken a step in the right direction. Keep going

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There is a small section at the beginning of the “Big Book” Alcoholics Anonymous called “the Doctor’s Opinion”.
Couldn’t hurt to read it and see if something connects with you.

I certainly relate to the obsession of the mind and the phenomenon of craving.