Hey Tommy,
Self hatred is the brain trying to get you to drink again…..your thoughts at this point are not accurate …so maybe reduce your belief in them a little…this does pass! Find hope and good sober people and you will become amazing!!!!Keith Kayle
I agree with Kieth, misery is trying to suck you back in? Give your body time to heal,we didn't addicted over night? Don't beat yourself up ,it gets better everyday, stay strong!
Tommy I'm really glad that you're here and that you're giving this a try. If you're not already going to a
AA meetings I strongly recommend that you go there and get support. Get some phone numbers and use them. Go to 90 meetings in 90 days. Get a sponsor that will take you through the 12 steps of AA.
If you do all of that there's a link below that describes the promises that will come true in your life.
Life does get better and the hatred of yourself and life does go away.
5th day is better
It’ll get better. Then worse for a bit. Then much better! Welcome. Try and be easy on yourself. (Easier said than done)
I’m on day three as well… we’re in this together
Good job on 3 days Tommy!..It does suck for a little while, but pretty soon you're going to like what you've done for yourself
Hi Tommy
You know what Tomorrow is going to be just a little bit better. We are all here to help and you did the right thing by saying it was hard. God, that is hard!!! I am proud of you!!! So keep doing that each time you feel like it is hard and see what happens 
You’re right where you should be. You deserve to have the commitment to yourself to the process of recovery. There are good recommendations here. I urge you to consider them as well meaning and supportive and they do work.
Crying again. I made it through the day, another day sober. I bought groceries and cooked. I straightened my house, it’s been a long time since I’ve done those things. Thank you for your support.
i’m sorry bro but i feel you me too
Well, you have to stay long enough for the miracle that happened and it’s different for everyone
Tommy, be gentle with yourself, don’t let your crazy thoughts consume you. Your worthy, your loved, your special
it’s only day 3. Get to a meeting, get numbers, surround yourself with positive people. One day at a time on. I’m here if you need some support. Reach out.. cheering you on. Don’t give up before the miracle happens ok:blush:
Are u feeling better?