Hello Loosid family. My name is josh, I’m a alcoholic. I have been for 10 years now but since November last year I’ve been working on becoming a sober person. My drinking got bad back in 2013 when I got into a bad 4 wheeler accident with a good friend and he died cause of the accident. He was driving the 4 wheeler and I was on the back of the 4 wheeler the breaks went out on the 4 wheeler and he crashed it into a brick pillar and died on impact. For 5 years I blamed myself for what happened and drank to try avoid the pain that I was going through. I slowed down drinking for a little bit but then started having problems in my marriage and got divorced and started doing heavy again to hide the pain once again. I have I have almost always used alcohol as a crutch to lean on and I’m tired of using alcohol to mask the pain or to help me sleep. I just I just recently took custody of my kids and wanna be a good father they deserve to have. I have never wanted to be so sober in my life as I do now just the look of alcohol makes me sick to my stomach thinking of what I have done to myself these past 10 years. I still have a lot of pain inside that I’m dealing with but I’m glad to say I’m now doing it sober. Thanks for being there Loosid family!
Awesome job !
Thanks for sharing your testimony… so glad your here …
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There is help out there.aa. Org.celebrate recovery.and more on line.take action and keep it up .one day at a time.you can do this with help.