Hello thanks for allowing me to join this group recovery is worth all of the work that recovery requires I am an alcoholic that's my drug of choice there was other controlled substances cocaine PCP crack opioid dependency marijuana and Cristal meth I was miserable and wanted to die I had lost my mother a few years back I did not handle this well at all but was addicted way before this I have been using since I was thirteen a total of 25 years I used the fact I was molested by one of my uncles to justify using because it worked the first time so I ran with that excuse I've been clean and sober for two months now I've never been this happy in my whole life I was on life support the times due to 3 alcoholic Comas I lost my first born son to the state of Ohio and had a divorce after ten years of marriage and none of this was enough to get me to stop I only stopped when I couldn't bare living that life any more
