I know i said i was starting over again but i guess in my mind i took the fact that since i relasped , that i would take it to the extreme . So after a week of speed b@lls im back to square one . I quit , just for today. I made it through my first day . So now im going to bed and am in high spirits for tomorrow praise jesus , to do this . I can do this ! I can do this ! Its gotta take this time , please let me pink cloud hit so i can get a routine rolling , this time im going to work the steps and tomorrow i plan on finding a zoom meeting . If anyone know a na that is not judgementel please please let me know . I really want to do this please help me. The battle going on inside my own mind is relentless, never ending.
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Don't give up today. I've got you
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Iām proud of you for making it through today! You can do this! You are not alone!
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