Here I am sitting waiting to see if I get

Struggling Help
#1

Here I am sitting waiting to see if I get excepted into DETOX once again! It just seems like I can't get a grip on my life and I need to regroup myself with better recovery tools or I'm going to die cuz it's like I don't care anymore and I dont know what my purpose is so I feel like giving up!

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#2

I feel you :100:. They told me not to leave recovery one minute before the miracle happens. Kept me in my chair cuz I saw it had happened for others. Please don't give up before the miracle happens :pray:

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#3

I don't know what your location is, but Dayton Ohio has an outstanding recovery community. Many programs, for all different levels of care. People come from all over to do rehab there. Might want to look into it...

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#4

Don’t give up!! You can do it!

#5

Can confirm

#6

I believe I had to let go oabsolutely Believing Hope) is the beginning of a dream coming true true. Faith is Knowing HE will ( release the obsession). You are enough dear one!!

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#7

It is hard, be patient with yourself and give yourself some grace. Yes to detox and rehab. You can do hard things.

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#8

You'll get it hun just be patient with yourself and take it easy theres a reason for everything and we are put exactly where we're supposed to be when we're supposed to be there this is all by design

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#9

That’s the addiction talking… life has become unmanageable. Such a hopeless feeling and I’m sorry you’re struggling with that. I bet you know what you need to do… I pray you find the strength to do so.

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#10

Go to 90 meetings in 90 days,listen at meetings, get a phone list,use the phone list,share at meetings, get a sponsor, read to page 107 in the NA blue book,get a sponsor and do the steps with your sponsor

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#11

This right here!! :100:

#12

Don't give up. I know it's hard, and sometimes we feel like it's never gonna get better, those are the days that we fight harder. Keep reaching out, together we are stronger

#13

Deborah, you are not alone in this. So many of us have sat exactly where you are.. tired, scared, questioning everything. Recovery isn’t a straight line, and it doesn’t look the same for any of us. Your path is yours, and that doesn’t make it broken.

The fact that you’re waiting to get into detox and still reaching out tells me you haven’t given up. That matters more than you know.

Keep showing up. Keep moving forward, even if it’s inch by inch. Give yourself some grace.. this is hard, and you’re still here trying. That counts. :purple_heart:

#14

Don't give up

#15

I have had 22 detox stays. An ER will take you immediately