Hey everybody. Im new to this app. Ive got 3 years 9 1/2 months clean from meth. I lost my ex husband about 9 months ago due to an overdose. Even though he was my ex husband, i still had alot of love for him. I miss him every single day. Anyway. I dont go to meetings, and i dont have a sober coach or anything like that. So i figured this app would be a good idea.
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Welcome to the group Jennifer and sorry to hear about your loss
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Good that you reach put!
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Sorry about ur loss!
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Congratulations on 3 years 9 1/2 months. Amazing! Been on and off the wagon for 1 & 1/2 years. Sorry about your ex. I lost my ex a year and a half ago to liver failure due to alcohol. She had just turned 41. We have 3 kids 21, 19 and 7. Sad how addiction ruins lives. 19 days since my last drink.
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Welcome! Congrats on all your clean time!
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Good job. Hmu if you ever want or need to talk
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Hey Jennifer. Welcome. I feel your pain. My ex died 10 months into my sobriety. I love him.He was the father of my 4 children. This to shall pass
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Sorry you're having a hard time
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Thank you everyone for the love. Means alot. 
Keep clocking days. 19 days is more days then you had 20 days ago. My ex died of fentynal overdose. Which is so hard to comprehend because he didn't do fetty. His DOC was meth. When we got his tox report back, it said he had 24 nanograms of fentynal in his system. Which is obviously absolutely insane!!!! I think that's why it's been so hard for me to process. Because it just doesn't make sense. We don't have any kids together. But he does have a 14 year old daughter. She and I talk still and I still have a super great relationship with his parents.
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I love to know I'm not alone
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Welcome
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Congratulations keep up the amazing work
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Welcome. We're glad you're here & I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Welcome Jennifer, very sorry for your loss. I'm quite new here as well. I find that spending some time on the app each day has been helping in many different ways. Stay strong and healthy!
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Welcome! I lost my fiancé 5yrs ago to valley fever, and even though it wasn’t addiction, we were still trudging along together. So it made it hard for me emotionally and spiritually as far as it came to my sobriety. I feel ya, I am a Drug and Alcohol Abuse Counselor if you ever need to reach out. 