Hey everyone I have really been feeling down and out, I am trying so hard, and things aren't working out at all! Treatment didn't happen, so I am still looking. First week of school and I don't have my kids, difficulty finding a job, about to loose my home, court with my X on Friday and they are only going to give him probation for a year and then drop the charge, I have SPTSD. Did I mention I threw out my back? So I am stressing, and I know this is all my doing, consequences for my actions catching up with me. I am reaching out instead of just slowly....fading into the background!!! Usually I can get right back up, but ...it's harder now.
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It can’t rain all the time. Sounds like you are dealing with a lot of life in a very short period of time. That happened to me for about three years in a row. You can get through it. Picking up won’t do anything but make it all worse. Just take life one thing at a time. Handle the small stuff first and then move on to the bigger stuff. You can not control what the courts do, how your ex acts, what is happening around you. The only thing you control is how you react to the situations. Good luck! Hope you find peace.
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Hope it gets better for you! Keep doing the next right thing, I’m in a similar situation with my home and stuff. Get to some meetings, especially if you need treatment and can’t make that happen, find some good friends! Take care of yourself
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Thank you! I really do need a meeting and a sponsor!!!
Wow TY so much. Yah I forget I can't control and or do everything. I appreciate the reminder!