Hey everyone! I’m in treatment in Newport Beach !! Staying at Pacific Shores Rehab it’s super nice and I have a cool roommate…I have four days clean and sober off H…going to stay for one month…the day I checked in here my grandmother passed away suddenly it was terrible. I was going through detox and withdrawals SO bad that I couldn’t just leave to go to her funeral! I felt SO guilty about that but I know in my heart if she was alive she’s telling me I was doing the right thing and that I should stay put. Trying to stay positive I miss her SO much. After treatment I am going to Florida to comfort my grandpa and to celebrate his 101st bday with him!! His birth would’ve been him and my grandmothers 75th wedding anniversary so it will be bittersweet without her this time…anyways I’m so glad to be off H! Am on subs, but will taper off once I’m totally stable…been on subs for seven years and am scared to taper off that is how I relapsed last time for two years…anyways good luck to you all…
