hey everyone - ive been having drinks again sporadically over the last few weeks. i’m no longer convinced i should stay sober, but something tells me to stay curious. as such, in the meantime, i decided to do a 90/90 challenge with myself. figure it can’t hurt to try right? i’m lacking in a few things right now that i’m hoping maybe to find - belief that there is an intervening higher power that exists to help me, faith in the world, faith and really hope that there’s any point to quitting drinking. despite all of that, my logical mind is still giving me permission to do this without fighting me, so i’m gonna keep going. wishing everyone all the best. so many good people on here. can’t deny that evidence! 
