Hey guys! I’m new here and I shot up for the first time. Why do we do this??!!
You’re here to find out. Staying sober is step one. I added you if you ever want to chat.
Oh goodness… pls pls stop before it’s too late. That was my method of use and I’m telling ya if you thought you were struggling before, that needle adds a whole new rock bottom girl. You can do this- reach out for more support, drugs are drugs and any way you decide to do them is harmful but the needle is absolute H£ll. Positive vibes sent your way!
I totally agree with brittney! That is a dark road you don’t want to go down! I ended up hospitalized 5 times with an infection in my heart from IV drug use. -2 of the times included an initial stay in ICU and extended care in a nursing home and once with physical therapy BC my left leg was completely paralyzed due to the infection traveling to and settling into my left hip joint. Not to mention the abscess I more often than not had from either missing or just not being totally sterile in the process (which is basically impossible) & I have terrible scars from them and just the track marks period that are there as a reminder for the rest of my life. -I also contracted HEP B AND C. And it was absolutely miserable just trying to find a vein after a while. Sometimes I would sit for hours or even DAYS sick & trying to get well stabbing myself any and everywhere over and over and over again with the same or old/dirty needles while crying, screaming, DESPERATE to get well!
-I could go on and on about the nightmare’s just from the needle use itself.. If you ever feel like you need to talk, please reach out and message me!