Hey guys let's talk more about recovery here's one thing that I have learned more than I've learned anything throughout my recovery making those amends baby they work it frees you from ever hanging on to the monsters of society and believing that someone is not going to forgive you someone's not going to allow you back in their lives or whatever it may be trust me that is not the case if you are truly heartfelt when you go to a person with your immense and you're telling that person you're wrongs in the situation you are validating that you made that mistake and that you apologize for that mistake wholeheartedly without being fake because I know a lot of people will come to you and apologize and be like I'm sorry I did this to you and I go right behind your back and be like darn I should apologize to that which no no baby that's how you relax that's how you lose yourself and end up back out there because you're not truly coming to someone wholeheartedly as you should because they didn't make the mistake you made that mistake so you have to go in and you have to apologize with everything in you and carry God in the Forefront in order for you to be able to stand on your two feet every single time did you make a mistake you're human we are all going to mess up every now and again that's life but if you continue to allow yourself to be evil and not apologize for the wrong that you did not what they did you are apologizing for your mess your behavior is the only time that you are going to be able to be able to say that everything is okay or you're going to sit up and think about it if you're truly in recovery you're going to think about it you're going to be like wow I made this mistake and I don't know how to fix it or you can put your big girl draws on and you can go and you can say please accept my apology it wasn't me at the time I made my mistakes but I'm holding accountability for them if you don't mind even if it takes you some time please forgive me and allow that to be your foundation then you can honestly say that you have made it somewhere because we all make mistakes in this world none of us are sugar coated candy we are not we are human and All Humans make mistakes but I have learned that if I come to someone and I make amends today and I told someone that I'm truly sorry for stepping out of character or being that person that hurt you then you have nothing absolutely nothing to hide behind or fear you have just healed a piece of you a piece of your soul that was once walking in darkness I love each and every last one of y'all that lets me get on my social media sites and talk about my recovery I love the people that I help I love the people that I touch and I'm so glad that this is my life today because baby in my addiction let me tell you I wouldn't apologize for nothing nothing you just get it how you live bro and that was just it but today I know and whether you take it or not I am going to let you know that that was me stepping out of character and I own every bit of that so with anything even if I haven't gotten to you yet because I had a list of people like when I was in my addiction baby I didn't care about at all I'm trying to tell you but if I come to you today and if I've hurt anybody today I'm going to let you know off the top but I apologize I'm sorry and I ask for forgiveness from you because I am human I'm just in recovery I'm going to make mistakes I'm not going to be perfect everyday the baby when I come to you I'm coming to you with my whole heart and I'm going to let you know that I made a mistake I messed up and you can hold me accountable however you choose whether it be to speak to me again or walk away from me and never see me again but just know that I came to you with every bit of my heart and acknowledge to my mistakes and my wrongs you guys be safe I love you all and on all of my platforms may God bless you I pray for you each and every one of you every single night stay up and if you're looking for someone to talk to I don't care what time it is I'm here I'm always ears open mouth closed cuz sometimes we all just need a closed my friend have a good night
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