Hey I’m back in the recovery stages again after falling off the wagon I have to admit it’s sucks letting myself down after all that I have been through and all! And also letting my family and my fiancé down to because they can tell when I am messed up and all. I need to get my self back on the right path again and stay sober away from the cocaine and drinking. It’s the pain that I’m trying to run away from that’s causing me to use currently. And I am hurting so badly inside and all emotional and physically and all that I just want to go out and use all the time. So I’m trying to find some people in my area that I can be accountability partners with and all
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Thanks for reaching out Kelly. See I’m awake in the middle of night and your post was there for me. You’ve already helped someone today so you’re working your sobriety already. Now, let’s start with some deep breaths Constantly have to slow my roll.
Find a program in your area. Just the fellowship will help with the accountability