Hi everyone I was doing really good and we went out one night i gave in and ended up i hospital it’s just been a mess my daughter hates me what scares me the worst thoughts in my head to just end it all
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Ohh god Thankyou I just feel alone
I understand and I definitely know what you’re going through, just take it one day at a time queen! Stay strong!
you’re never alone - i love that each 12 step meeting meets that day that time that place every week. it’s to be the ever out reaching hand. you reached out here, and the folks before responded which is the best. in person meetings were a game changer for me in staying sober.
I've felt this loneliness that you are experiencing. I realized how selfish I was being. Find things to be grateful for even if it small.
You have the power to be the person you were made to be.
Don't feel bad I know that feeling all too well. Had 2 yrs. Broke up with my girl.... decided to drink. Ended up in hospital and lost my job.
The journey back is hard and difficult. Find your sober people and the ones you trust with sharing the difficult stuff. Each day is better than the last. I promise. It just seems overwhelming at first 
The good thing is, these feelings you are having, many of us including myself have felt. I felt them the strongest when I was completely broken. I didn’t know that was what I was feeling at the time, but because I did, I reached out for help. I wanted to get a gun and instead I called a friend in recovery and that led me to a meeting. That wasn’t the last time I have felt that feeling but five years later they are few and far between. You can remember how this feels and propel yourself into the life of sobriety and live a better life. One day these feelings and experiences can help others get sober, don’t be so hard on yourself, but remember the hurt, it can help start the process to heal. You can repair those relationships but it’s starts when we are completely broken unfortunately. I’ll pray for you tonight 
Let's think about all that you have accomplished in your young life and what ending it all would mean. People rely on you and people love you. You should look at yourself in the mirror every day and say I love you bc alcohol destroys our confidence and poisons our thoughts. We must have gratitude for what we have and take care of ourselves first. When we do that we can do anything. Stay strong.
There is truth you are never alone, and yet you feel very alone and isolated. It's scary, but you are strong enough to not only handle it but to overcome and grow from it. I'm proud if you for reaching out.
Thank you all has anyone experienced I get in a funk and I don’t care if I shower I know that sounds nasty but reality for me.I just talked my sister and told her I wish I don’t wake up so I don’t hurt the people I love anymore
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I believe in you, never give up! We stumble, we fall, we get up and dust ourselves off. Get to a meeting!
Been right where you are. Here to listen.
So what are you going to do about it
I don’t as there, it all seemed so pointless.
That is a dangerous place to be, because it can keep spiraling to dark places.
What I found helped was a couple of things. First of all, recognizing these thoughts for the garbage they are, making a decision to do one nice thing for myself, cleaning up enough so can get to meeting . Listing the things you are grateful for. Basically acting as if you are living the life you want and doing what you know will make you feel better.
Go to a meeting, reach out
You’re not alone
I really need advice me and my husband moved from queens n.y to P.A it’s been almost a year it was supposed to be a new start in 2006 he had knee surgery got addicted to oxy got better I met him in 2013 long story but when I won’t to drink I know I can get away with him bc he drinks but waits for me to ask SAD FOR ME
She doesn’t need it man she’s volunerble, cool guy smh. George Louie 
Hi everyone who reached out it made me feel better I don’t know any of you but I felt better because you know how iam feeling!!!!Thanyyou all:heart:
Stay strong! Never give up. Pray fervently