Hi guys, I just wanted to say tonight being so close to other holidays back to back you know in recovery and a lot of people I’ve noticed have been dying for help because there’s no one to talk to often times we don’t have people that understand our situation or our way of thinking so that situation or our way of thinking tends to get us into broken situations and out of this world thinking, but there are people that you can talk to that will be glad to reach out and spend that time with you even if you just need to vent because sometimes at Best, that’s all we need is a little bit of conversation. Take the pressure off our chest so we can free our ourselves of a stupid thought that would change our lives forever and we don’t want that to happen. Been in recovery now for almost 4 years but here’s the thing that I learned the most out of those four years don’t hold anything don’t hold anything be like a fountain when it comes to you your boundaries and how others make you feel because if we tend to hold onto stuff a lot of times that’s what gets us in trouble. I’m saying this out of knowledge of upset situation so with you out there if you’re struggling reach out, say what’s on your mind and if someone is causing problems, then you need to let them know that there are a problem and you need to exit the situation because recovery is something you can’t play with because it only takes you one time to go back out and die. Let’s live for today and every other day after we don’t have time to play with our lives that’s why we have to let other loved ones and people who’s claim they love you away. We have to push them away in order to save ourselves because we don’t wanna die and if you ever went out and got recovery, you don’t wanna die in your life by somebody else in their situation sometimes that’s the hardest thing to do in this world is to let go of everything that you loved, especially if they hurt you sometimes walking away is what it’s gonna take in order for you. Continue you grow and be on your personal journey that they’re not a part of and if they can’t seem to understand that then maybe they weren’t a friend of the loved ones you thought that you needed it being honest this journey has taught me. I’ve lost family. I’ve lost friends. I’ve those associates that I thought was, I was gonna have forever in my life and in my corner, but when it came to them hurting me and me being the only person that was crying because they felt absolutely nothing and continue to do so when I said they were hurting me they still did the same thing so that let me know that they were not for me and it was hurtful because we bless the same but today I know that I can stand by myself because they gave me the strip to stand by myself even when the world was on wasn’t on my side so believe me when I tell you, it is recovery out here and it is people that are gonna listen to you, regardless of what you have to say. Keep pushing forward and I’m one of those people.
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