Hi guys, I know it’s been a few days since my last post and my last post I posted it got reported for talking about surrendering and surrendering spiritually so someone felt offense to me talking about spiritual things during recovery so I can’t do that anymore can’t talk about is addiction and how it disturbs you your home, your mentality the spiritual your physical reality your mental reality so did you ever really think or know that your addiction can be strong enough to fight you back if you don’t have a foundation put up around you and you don’t set those boundaries your addiction will overtake you. It’s a monster in itself. It comes to kill seek and destroy you. That’s its plan from the jump and what’s so bad about it it’s a man-made reality. We didn’t think of this on our own. This was literally made made in a lab for us to be tried on like lab animals and in our minds we think that it’s OK because we’re running from pain, torment torture, heat, resentment in so many other things we think it’s OK because we need to hide who we are as a human being from another human being that doesn’t like us running from the darkness of our families and our friends things we’ve helped secret deep inside our souls and as a result of that we go into the dark side, which is our addiction and once we’ve reached our addiction, it’s so hard to come back because now you let the devil in, and not in a spiritual sense now you have to fight for your life that from a bunch of people who do want you to fail they don’t want to see you doing any better they wanna see you down kicked they wanna see where you were but there is a way up. There’s hope there’s treatment there’s love there’s remorse. There’s compassion there’s passion there’s wonders of light that can help you get your life back but only if you want it, you have to want it you have to want to live as bad as you want to die. You have to live as bad as you wanted to take your last breath. You will have to live as long as you want to take your last hit. You have to want to be here and you want to face the problems of you being here but you wanna do it sober today that’s my fight I get up and I’ll make a conscious decision. A conscious choice to be sober for the 24 hours that God woke me up for he tells me every day it’s not time for my wings and every day I stand on my 2 feet and I tell my addiction today ain’t your day.
Hey Alice, I looked into what you mentioned and nothing was reported on our end.
If someone reached out to you directly, that’s separate from how the community is actually moderated here.
You’re allowed to share your recovery in the way that feels right to you, including spirituality. Everyone connects to sobriety differently, and that’s respected here.
As long as it’s coming from your experience.
Keep showing up
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