Hi guys, I’m just thinking about some losses. I took throughout my recovery and I lost a lot of good people just because they thought that it was OK to go back out and try one more time because they saw everybody else still using. I lost some really good friends a couple who I still am very close to today because I refuse to let their spirit die and when I think about that could’ve been me on so many levels, but God kept giving me a chance and he gave me a chance to come back so whenever you get ready to think about relapsing think about everything that you’ve gained and everything that you’re about to lose because nothing is worth your life nothing no problem no situation no family no situation not any he’s worth you living to die and think about the people who you will be behind who actually love you they’re gonna be really hurt to know that you’re not here anymore and I know that to be a fact because I like I said before have lost so many great People great spirits, great souls, caring people people are used to wonder why you on drugs in the first place we all have a story to tell our pastor is not justify our future so let’s not get lost in our past. It’s time to heal from my addictions and become the people that God wants us to be. That’s all I got to say for the group today guys I’m here for anybody needs to talk. I’ll chat while recovering from losses. 
