In the next couple weeks I’m going through an operation. For the first time in 23 years, they told me they would have to give me a narcotic while I’m under the knife. I have a lot of fear. Because I’ve heard a lot of horror stories that that go out after an operation.
Speaking it out loud and getting it out of my head and out of my heart. With 23 years, clean and sober. This is how I constantly stay clean and sober. It’s my fears out to the friends in the fellowship and asked for help.