I decided to stop drinking because I was in an accident at the end of April. Thank god it was just me and I didnt hurt anyone.
Since then ive had to change jobs, I no longer have a car, and the love of my life left me.
I feel so lost, I have court on monday and im terrified. I have never been in trouble before and I feel like my world is caving in. Its so weird because physically I feel so amazing since I quit drinking. But after my boyfriend left me, and the unknown of my court case on monday, I feel mentally dead. I just keep wondering if I’ll ever be happy again? Will I ever be loved again? I’ve lost everything.
Cheers to 2 months sober.