I’ve been doing this AA thing for a year. I still relapse from time to time. I’m wondering if the higher power thing is what’s holding me back. I don’t believe in any gods, but I believe a higher power is necessary for revovery. My problem is giving my life and my will over to a higher power, which I call energy and nature. I’m not sure how to do that, or what that looks like. I may be too intellectual or logical/rational for my own good. Any advice welcome. Thanks all. Hope you all have an awesome day.
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God = good orderly conduct. For me, when I keep myself aware of my behavior and habits from practicing good healthy habits and behaviors on a daily and consistent basis, my life gradually started changing for the better. However, never give up 
keep moving forward one day at a time. Also I started practicing gratitude and self affirmations, daily and consistently. Today I'm creating a life I choose not to throw away. You got this my friend 
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I do not believe in any of the over 3000 known gods in the world either. I get to sick if I drink now. It really keeps me away. And I'm totally alone it wouldn't matter
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