Ever so grateful for the Creator, my higher power. Surrendering & turning my will back into his hands has given me the capacity to overcome stress & deal w/the onslaught of real feelings I experience now that I’m recovering.
Its almost like my higher power waited until I was clean to put certain struggles in my life’s path. People, places, and things I would’ve used as excuses to use before are no longer booby traps for my own self-sabotage. I see them more and more as opportunities to show myself that recovery works and the path I’m making for myself is the right one.
Only 64 days into my recovery, and its already feeling like a lifestyle. I can truly appreciate this.