Sure you have. You have achieved a life, a real one. You're just easing into it after the initial start-up time. I find it extremely uncomfortable, but the bleakness stops hanging out as often. Now, I am making plans for the future and am grateful to not be blitzed at 7pm. We both get to make honest, helpful decisions now. Go, Jeremy!!
I have the same feelings sometimes, 2 years ago today I caught my ex wife having an affair and on the 5th it will be my two year sobriety date. Things are different but not everything is better, but I’m alive and my relationship with my children is way better than it’s ever been. I don’t see my kids as much as I want to but I have to celebrate the small wins to make this work worth it all.
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