"Hmmm... Well, idk. But I do know that I have found a reprieve not a cure. So I have to guard what keeps the darkness away. Clinging tightly to what eases the fear one day, one minute one second at a time. It's not the drugs that are the problem it's me. I spent so long alone and in darkness and far away from anyone or anything that felt like hope cause that sh*t only got in the way of me getting high. The higher I got the more alone I was.
Now however I've discovered connection is the opposite of addiction. And being sober allows me to see how much fear, anger, and resentment are my enemies not drugs." 
-12/10/21
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