Holidays
Are supposed to be about family time but when you feel excluded from the time you get until you finally make it to your safe place. Even after we get clean family members don’t know exactly what to do. With us:woman_shrugging:t2:. I was reminded that I used to be the problem. Somethings change over time and hard work. There is time we may not be able to fix what we destroyed. So we have to figure out a new way to do things just for ourselves. My family have started new things during my addiction that I not apart of and that is consequences of my actions. Basically just do everything differently than we ever did in the past. 