Hospital detox…again

Struggling Help
#1

For the past five years I’ve been struggling. 30+ medical detoxes in hospitals around NYC, two residential inpatient programs, countless IOPs. December of 2022 I was hospitalized for two weeks for alcoholic hepatitis where I was told I will die if I continue this way. My liver is failing at age 30. Feb 13th of this year after about 75 days sober I picked up, three day around the clock bender and ended up back in the hospital.

I guess I’m just looking for an answer on how to accept sobriety as my life, I love AA but have been in and out so many times. I’m lucky to be alive given the serious state of my liver even after just three days of drinking. Hoping for some works of inspiration.

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#2

Prayers!!! Find the young peoples group in your area…it’s helped me A LOT to be around other younger alcoholics.

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#4

Sending you prayers and positive vibes. Try to realize your self worth and the long life ahead of you. I struggle with drinking. I’m now trying to stop for good because I’m 53 years old and need to take care of my health. I have a teen daughter, 5 cats and 2 dogs that depend on me. I’ve gotta be sober to give them the care they need. You are only 30. So young. You have every opportunity to do great things with your life. Savor the time you still have to enjoy your life. We all feel shame for our addiction, but we are still good people that deserve a great life. Please try to realize you are a good person and you deserve a good life. Sorry for what you have been through. God Bless You :pray:t3::heart:

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