How I don’t even wanna talk about it. I’m just so frustrated and so done with it all. But I continue to drink what is that about
I have always taught my kids suicide is never an option give yourself six weeks and life will turn around. But my daughter who is so sweet said mom but you’re killing yourself it’s a slow suicide it’s the same stuff Wake up call
We all are dieing. Alcohol, drugs and many other addictions speed up the dieing process not only physically but most importantly, spiritually.
I believe Ill live forever but I do have the thoughts that my life is messed up but only because I put myself in this predicament God tells me I’m loved and worth way more than I can imagine I get I don’t see how I’m going to keep doing what I can I’m living in a sober living home I don’t have any kids I’m trying to save and I’m doing whatever I can to make my life better but I’ve screwed my life so much up and it sucks so if anything just now be grateful that you have opportunity to do better just like I am
I can relate just hang in there never give up
Yeah there seems to be some kind of disconnect between my brain and my spirit and I passed. But there’s one thing that’s in me and I feel like it’s God and he is always there Chalamet don’t give up don’t give up hang in there keeps trying so I do. And I’m just hoping that for you and me both that one day we’ll just kind of get it. Like