I've made it 2.5 years completely sober when I was 21 till 23. Then slipped for a number of years. Had periods where I was clean for 30 days, went to rehab twice, made it 64 days the second time. Then relapsed and was gone for another year and a half. Then got clean off the drugs and was really doing well and was so happy. Was clean for 1.5 years! Ultimately a horrible relationship lead me to use again and now Ive been struggling for almost another year...
I keep trying to get sober. Sometimes I make it a couple weeks. Recently I made it 48 days!!!
But more recently Im having trouble making it past a couple days
It's like I can't get past that first "wall".
Any suggestions?
Thanks for reading..
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