People who behave violently or instigate and provoke violence should have violence returned to them but i hate having to use violence to protect myself against someone causing harm to me. Mostly because it could cause me worse problems. I normally would remove myself from the situation but i dont have any other options at this time. Ive been praying to god to help me because the violence keeps coming at me and im on my last thread.
No one should EVER have to deal with violence like this. Defending yourself is one thing but resorting to violence out of necessity is unhealthy and dangerous. I pray you find a way out of this situation and surround yourself with loving people and peace. 