How are we supposed to be real and authentic in all aspects in life when you work and are surrounded with people that you can’t share your struggles, addiction with? It feels like I’m constantly wearing a mask. Today is 30 days. I don’t want to drink but still don’t feel complete.
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As long as you are true to yourself, none of that other stuff matters. It is no one’s business what your struggles are. If you want to tell them, do so. If not, don’t. The saying that comes to me is “ those who mind don’t matter, and those that matter don’t mind” The feeling of being complete may take a bit more time. And that’s ok. If we do the next right thing, hit the pillow sober every night, and are honest with ourselves… it’s a win. Keep up with your program, and before you know it you will feel that completeness.
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Some people won't understand. It takes time in recovery to get this down pat. It can add to imposter syndrome. We can't expect everyone to understand and the world doesn't need to know. You know and are doing the right thing for yourself. That's all that matters.
Congratulations on 30 days!!