Hows my recovery today
Well i got a great deal of unusual and Obnoxious sort of behavior going on in my life
That puts me on the first step when working with others
Well in knowing im powerless over others actions and behaviors
So i must do thee next best step so i dont fold or get folded up by a person with no program
Got some pressure on me but i been in worser situation some similar clean in recovery
Its just those out comes were Disastrous for me before it got better for me clean
And i dont want no more agains
So petty drama still comes
My way in 2025 with over 22+ years in the program clean but i need a better way of dealing with others then just given in or walking a way and keeping silence
As a man we got a thing call fight or flight so most time i flight cause im afraid if i fight i have to keep fighting and loose everything
And the person im fighting not worth me fighting but they got a lot to gain
So the basic rule of thumbs is trust god, clean house,help others, and more will be revealed
So im grateful for today to be alive, sober a d clean and doing fa me what i had others do fa me when i couldnt do fa me at that time,
My higher power is a live and really cares fa me
Most times i get chock up when its time to tell others off
But i pray fa willingness to be in the right and fullness there of to give a clear cut message to the one i need to know howvi feel about they progress that they done appond entering my life
So yeah other then that
Recoverys great and im happy today one "
