I always thought about (I. My active addiction) how far left is gone from where I’d worked so hard to get I. My life. Im a nurse and that was my dream. I just wanted to go back. But be able to bring what I had learned from this experience into my new life. I couldn’t get it right for so long. And today, I finally realize that my heart and my head had to be in it at the same time. And that my heart WASways in it and that it was my head that would get loud and fuzzy and I’d give in to it every time . But today that’s different my head and my heart are in it at the same time for the same reasons and they’re the right ones and I’m doing this by knowing that I am The real Elaina not a fraud and I get to give back what I’ve been through and learned to help others and that’s a blessing because if someone like me can do this I believe in ANYONE else. It’s not easy and nothing worth having is not to me at least. Anyway just some thoughts I was pondering today God willing on the 11th of this month we will celebrate my first year on this journey and I’m so glad to be here. I am grateful, I am humbled and I am free
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