I am 18 days sober today and I see a lot of other comments from others in here going through alot as well but I am sober today and it's part of progress of this journey to anxious and nervous to the unknown of the what the future holds.
I am focus on taking day at the time and not to beat myself more than I have been doing.
Also this is an inside job I say this is because finally I surrender to this disease and people who have been there finally they gave up on trying to help.
I have the support from people of AA and that is enough to me but my disease is not make it easier for me at all mainly because I have a mind that does not stop thinking and my thinking is pretty negative so I am relying in my fellowship
Thanks have a great day
God bless 
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You're doing a great job! Stick with what's helping you to stay sober. Work the steps and life does become manageable. It has for me and I'm also an overthinker
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Antonio, thanks for the share🙏. Ya we get through this together one day at a time. I can tell you that it will get easier and better.
My addict mind ego is the disease and I utilize the program to win. The negative thoughts are just my disease trying to get me back. 16 years of sobriety and grateful! Together we transcend.
I’m here if you want to talk.
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