I am a 61 year old lady Im not well. I have fucked my life up with freebasing, snorting cocaine while i was young. Never thought about alcohol couldnt stand the taste of it. Now I cannot get enough. Even though ive been sober for 42 days. I feel like im dying inside. All the positive ive worked on doesnt last for me. Im sober but HATING EVERY ******* MOMENT
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For that time of early sobriety attending AA or NA meetings is the best thing to do. Getting a sponsor as well.
Talking about it in a group of people with the same experiences is priceless. Write a gratitude every night of having had another day sober.
Our disease can easily make us substitute one substance for another.
Being abstinent is not equal to being treated and much less cured.
You are doing the right thing by reaching out. Do you have a personal network of people you can just chat with? Talking about it with some of my close friends who understood even if they weren’t in recovery was a very helpful thing. Try not to get overwhelmed, and I know that’s easy to say in a message, but I have definitely been there and we’ve all been there.