I am addicted to meth and crack/cocaine with the occasional use of heroin.
I've been doing this junk for 16 months and I'm at the point where I can't do it anymore. Its gonna kill me and my husband. We need to get it together before we die. I wanna go to treatment but he refuses. If I go by myself he'll be dead by the time I get out. He uses more than I do.
Take it one day at a time
Go to treatment
Absolutely go to treatment please. If you can show him your doing good maybe he will follow 
. I hope he does. I know treatment helped me from Drugs and alcohol and I just celebrated 19 months. I do AA meetings daily. You could do NA meeting. I pray you get help. Especially with the amount of overdose deaths there are. Good luck.
That’s a tough spot to be in. I really feel for you. here is the kicker though, if you don’t get clean you will both end up in jail or dead. It is just a matter of time. It is a roulette wheel as to when the ball drops. If your husband doesn’t want to get clean he won’t. We can not force someone into sobriety. Or wish someone to change. You can only look after your own mental and physical health.