I am currently preparing mentally and physically to move out

I am currently preparing mentally and physically to move out on my own by myself .....

I'm very nervous and very upset as well because it comes with a break up....
I do not agree with the break up but I do agree that the relationship is not working for anyone involved..

I love the man so much that I do not want to be the reason why he's uncomfortable or can't sleep at night so . I am going to agree with the separation. I also am still legally married which dose bother him even tho we just had a beautiful baby girl in may of this year . Which he also was not really in agreement with because I was supposed to be on birth control but never went to get it and I recall telling him I wasn't on bc but he has since said that he was under the impression that I was on birth control so he was not planning to have a child . He did give me the money for the abortion but it was to late and he then told me to keep the money