I guess you would call it a quadfecta.
I had a cousin and uncle pass away last week. So I am upset. I am tired of things happening and I am sleeping a lot more, so I don't have to be awake and thinking. I have been single for over three years, I don't even hangout with anyone... So I feel lonely. Some days, even with a few days over 2.5 years of sobriety.... I just think to myself, when is life going to get better, beyond my sobriety.
There are other things going on, but I am not going to mention them. Seems like I keep getting kicked in the teeth.
Slight feeling of worthlessness, hopelessness and that has been the precursor to my use.
Thanks for letting me vent.
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You don’t have to go through this alone Ron! There are so many support groups available today more than ever! Glad you are sober and speaking your truth. Keep taking care of yourself friend praying for you 
Thanks. I appreciate your words.
Eat a steak write down your goals call a friend. One day at a time
Your welcome 
sending you some love and hugs
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Well, the next time I go to a meeting, I am going to take more than the 5 minutes so so can Vent!! lol! I remember being in a few meetings when someone starts with...I was born at a young age....
One filet mignon with ketchup...coming up. Oh yeah that is so good.
This is why you’re single… 
I never tried ketchup on a filet mignon I’ll have to try it hopefully without offending the chef lol
yep...I always ask for Fry's, so they don't know I am going to use ketchup.
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You do you, baby!!!
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No! No ketchup! That’s a cardinal sin:joy: