I am feeling happy and thankful for the career I

I am feeling happy and thankful for the career I have, the planet in a crazy solar system to be born on, the family and friend's I have and also everything else that I have not mentioned. With that stated and this is not to gain positive feedback or up beat words of wisdom or to even gain attention. I am just writing to share where I am at this moment in the space time continuum. I am feeling really empty and lonely in my heart over the last two days, but over all feeling pretty groovy. My heart feels like it has a hole in it. I know hearts have holes in it to pass the blood through etc. This is more of a hole I don't know how to feel like an itch that you can't reach. I am not sure why I feel this way. Open to thoughts again now looking for rainbows and glitter. Even though I think both are fabulous.