I am going through withdrawals and all I wanna do is get high. I have never felt more alone then I do now. My anxiety and depression is at its all time high. My daughter needs me more then ever right now but I don't even know how tp be there for her because I am soo lost and broken.
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Stick it out it's worth it
I am trying so hard. I have never felt more alone then i do now. Everyone turned there back on me. I can't sleep. Haven't in about 4 days. All I do is just cry
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stay here and chat with us
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You need to get it together one way or another. I’m telling you from experience, you don’t want to have any more amends to make to your daughter. It sucks for everyone involved. Do it for her. Do it for me.
You should go to the hospital and detox. You don’t want your daughter to have to see you suffer. 
I’ll be here thinking about you all night.
I know you have your phone. Dope heads always have a phone. We need it to call our dealers. Say anything! Tell me to F off. I don’t care. Just give me something that says you can hear me.
How are you doing this morning Jenna?
Hey Jenna, how are you are you still here. Please send a note
Jenna, how are you holding up? Have you considered seeing a doctor about the withdrawals?
I’ve been there before. That first week is not easy. Then after the first month every 3 months it’ll be super hard. First comes the battle then the blessing. You are battling right now but when it passes you feel the blessing. You can’t have the blessing without the battle.
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Hey guys I'm sorry I did not know I had any messages yes I'm not getting any notification
I know I do. And I am trying so hard. Thank God she is still young but she will be 8 in November. She is getting older and I need to get it together now. Her father has been in and out of prison since she has born so really she only has me. And she is struggling really bad right now with her father being gone. She needs me. I'm so scared. I feel so alone right now.
Can you call a relative to help you with your daughter for a week so you can detox?
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My mom is
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Great 
Hi Jenna
DO IT! Call your mom, go to detox and take it from there.
I’ve been there. My kids were very young when I was drinking. They were 9 and 7 when I got sober for good((so far, one minute at a time)
They are now 25 and 23 yrs old, out of the house, living their lives. Every time I see them struggle with life ..my guilt sets in, thinking it’s my fault) I am thanking god every single day, they are not alcoholic/addicts. Both doing well and striving. Although
My daughter just finished grad school..she suffers some major anxiety issues that didn’t show up until her 20’s. And more, but to get to the jest of it… could this be from my problems?? I’m thinking yes.
So please, for YOU AND YOUR DAUGHTER..do what you know you should do and get that help!! No excuses!!
Love & blessings
Chelle:dizzy:
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Just like how on an airplane you have to put your mask on first so you can help your child, in recovery you need to help yourself first before you’ll be able to help and be there for others. I know it would be hard and not knowing your situation possibly impossible but you may need to consider getting in treatment help so you can focus on you, your recovery and only you and your recovery. It’s important that you put yourself first otherwise the hurdles you need to clear will be too tall which only raises the risk of tripping and falling into continuous use or relapse. Break the cycle and do what only you know what it is that you have to do to get better so you can be what you and loved ones want you to be and need you to be. Love prayers and support 
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Pray and put days between use and then months then years and pray for God's guidance.
Grab a book and read with your daughter. Anything! School book, short story, magazine, anything. That memory will be much more valuable than anything else.
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