I am grateful that I can recognize that although I want a drink, it is not beneficial to me. I am not a fun drinker. I can not stop at 1 or 2. It leads me down a rabbit hole, and then I can not stop drinking. I am kinder sober. More fun. I have hopes and dreams. My health is at stake. So is my job. Alcohol wants to destroy me. Alienate and kill me. Not gonna happen.
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