I am grateful today for life itself. To have been unsuccessful in the past when I was too weak to continue forward.
I am grateful for Brianne and for Wesley James and for my father, all for showing me that even though your days may be numbered, perhaps even few, that we push forward.
For teaching me that when I can't find any positivity in life, I must be that positivity.
I am grateful for my disability and for my suffering as these have made me who I am today, like it or not.
I am grateful for my ex-wife, for being such an amazing mom and for teaching me (intentionally and not) about some of my deepest shortcomings yet still forgiving me and loving me from afar.
I am grateful for all of the folks who didn't give up on me even when I began to give up on myself.
I am grateful for the lessons in my past, for my recovery and for all of the wonderful folks who contribute to my wellness, even if I dont care for person nor approach.
I am gratfelul for Yeshua, my salvation, for the holy spirit within me and around me.
I am grateful for all of the dark, scary and awful things which open my eyes to the world around me and to my own flesh.
I am gratfelul, God, for this life.
My intent for today is to get some rest and most importantly to show the above gratitude in how I live life.
