I am having a real hard time with alcohol at this moment can’t get off this viscous cycle
Have you tried quitting before? If so how have you tried?
Yes for 3 years
Have you tried AA? I was one of those people who really didn’t want to go and spent my first 6 month of sobriety alone and miserable. I was sober, but I wasn’t getting better. It wasn’t until I got involved with the program that things got better. It’s hard for some people, I was one of them, but it works if you work it.
I am two months Sober. AA works. One day at a time.
Hi Debbie! Glad you posted because the struggle is real. Keep reaching out and let us know what you need. 

Skot’s comment.
agree
Thank you I am reading the Big Book