I am having a tough day relationship. Woman broke up with me over a month. Ago, because she has cancer. And I'm struggling with the reason why I know it's not about me. It's really all about her. But it was so sudden I went through all the precancerous things appointments. She had surgery, they removed the tumor she's in remission, but she still needs to do chemo and radiation. I'm so sad that I can't be there for her with her. We dated for a year.I've been sober twenty seven years.I've been a widower 4.I've had two relationships since my wife passed away, both ended in heartbreak, tremendous heartbreak. For me, I haven't drank. Haven't felt like drinking, but I do think about ways to numb. The pain cause it's what it is. It's pain in my heart. My heart is broken.Thank you for listening.I hope everyone else has a great day
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Kevin, I feel you bro. The only thing that ever gets me to feel better is service.
Iām here if you want to talk