I am having my kids removed on Friday due to

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#1

I am having my kids removed on Friday due to my meth use. I know I need to become sober or ill lose them for good. I just don't know how to stop this cycle of relapsing over and over again. I'm so tired :tired_face:

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#2

Also, I am originally a heroin user for years, I haven't done fetenyal in about a year but the meth just pulls me down so quick because like any other addict...I can't stop. So I feel so desperate and depressed and frustrated. Mostly frustrated because i was sober for 3 years before. Now I'm starting all over and I can't believe my kids are actually leaving I'm just horrified at this whole experience

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#3

Don’t give up, check yourself in, those babies need their mama

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#4

My sister is going through the same thing but refuses to get help. She has now lost custody of her kids. It’s so sad.

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#5

Easy does it. There is a place called the retreat. Look them up and wait for a bed if need be. They will help. :wink:

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#6

Do they accept medicaid??

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#7

I know, Im so sick of doing things like this to my kids. They surely don't deserve it and love me so much. This is so devastating for me

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#8

I’m not sure. I had Obama care when I went. I know they have locations in Florida Pennsylvania and Connecticut

#9

Try calling this number 1-866-726-3478

#10

I just called the one in Minnesota, if that's the one you pulled up brandy? I found that this one isnt a medical based program so I would have to go to detox first since I'm going to withdrawal off alcohol as well. Rich, I appreciate you so much

#11

One day at a time

#12

Everyone said it. Get into a rehab ASAP! No matter what it takes. I have manny female friends here in So Cal that were in the same situation as you are. It doesn’t happen overnight, but they will see you trying and you will get visitation at first and then tou WILL get your kids back! It’s do or die now ! You CAN do this! Say that to yourself in the mirror and then do it. We are all here for you cheering you on

#13

I tried quitting on my own, too. I eventually had to swallow my pride and go to treatment. Get to a place where you have no access to the drug and get through the early stages of recovery (the hardest times). When you get out, you’ll be more able to resist the temptations because the temptations won’t be as strong and you’ll be stronger, and you can be mom again and get the kiddos back home where they belong. Stay strong. The times when we think our life is over is actually when it’s just beginning, if we take the right path.

#14

Baby girl you can do this, I promise you that you can, your babies need you !!! You got to dig deep, I’m here for you love :two_hearts: :crossed_fingers:t6::revolving_hearts:

#16

You are very brave for posting this. I pray that you can get through the day.

#17

:pray::pray::pray:god bless you

#18

Get help for your self.it will change if you do. Aa. Org.

#19

You got this. I believe in you. This is a fresh post! Go to a meeting and tell them everything. By not going your missing out on peoples blessing and prayers​:two_hearts::two_hearts:

#20

We are praying for your strength.